John Scheideman

Not quite a New Year’s resolution

I'm not one to make New Year's resolutions.

The main reason for that is because the sorts of things people usually make New Year's resolutions to do are things we all should be doing anyway. I don't need to formalize such wishes by submitting them to a societal ritual.

But today, I just decided I need to do something that I've not done for too long.

Since I suffered a stroke in April 2002, I've been plagued with dysarthria...a common effect of a stroke, and especially debilitating for me, since I've made my living for the past 25 years in radio. I'm healthy for the most part...it's not as though that problem affects my life that much, except that the ability to speak clearly and distinctly is an essential in my line of work, and it has limited my work life during the past six years, and it hurts me inside quite a bit.

Today I was reading some material on dysarthria, and noticed that there ARE things I can do to minimize or perhaps cure it altogether...and I've been smacking myself all day wondering why I never tried to do those things during these past few years.

I've come a long way back through the exercises I was given in the period just following my stroke, and I still do those exercises every day.

But it's never ceased to torment me that I've not recovered more...and after reading what I did today, I've decided that I've had enough!

So now I'm going to dedicate myself to leaving no more stones unturned to do all I can to once and for all, vanquish any signs of speech impairment I have left.

And part of the reason I'm posting it here is to give myself the necessary motivation to keep on trying to wipe out the last traces of my speech problems. I never want to forget how I feel today. Kinda holding my own feet to the fire, so to speak.

So here I go...I'm out to conquer.grin

Keep this in your prayers...and wish me luck.
Posted on Jan 19, 2008 - 08:23 PM | [4] Comments | Personal | Permalink

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John, it took a lot of guts on your part to expose your innermost challenges. It was an heroic step toward conquering the issues that haunt you in the aftermath of your stroke ordeal. Not many of us could have mustered up the courage to make such a bold public declaration. I'm not sure I could have.

But it's a crucial ingredient toward putting this to rest for the better days ahead. I admire your courage. And I sympathize with you in your challenge and commit to prayer for you in your journey.

Stand back and watch the Lord whom you serve give you ongoing victory through this present opportunity to show His power and glory. His record is perfect. Why would He not come through for you now? He'll not only help you through the daily
issues but He's already assured, in His Word, victory through eternity.


Commented by On 01/20/2008

John Scheideman's avatar Thanks for your support, Neil. That means a lot to me.

It's important for me to say, though, that I didn't post this with any notion of engendering any special sympathy or concern from anyone.

In fact, especially in the immediate aftermath of my stroke, I probably talked about it too much.

Many, many people far more courageous than I have dealt with far greater infirmities than I've had, and in the process have done a lot for God's Kingdom here on earth. I want to follow in that example.

The reason I decided to share what I did is to have it on public record that I am determined to overcome what obstacles I have left. Thanks be to God, I've come a long way back...but I know I have farther to go, and I don't want to be lazy anymore.

Since I visit my blog daily(even when I don't post something), this goal of mine will be right here, staring me in the face. And if I want to reach my goal as much as I claim, I'll be reminded not to stop trying to do it until my goal is achieved.

And because of what you said so well, Neil, I believe that it can be reached...with God's help, of course.

Perhaps others who stop by here who struggle with obstacles of their own can be inspired to fight on as a result of reading this.

That's another reason why I decided to share what I did here. Maybe I can be used to help somebody else...and I wouldn't mind that one bit.grin

Morning glory and evening grace,

Giving the world a smile each day,

john.sogospelnews.com



Commented by On 01/20/2008

Prayer...perseverence...patience....preferably in that order! You're in my prayers daily, and I have faith in you that you'll do your best with this goal. This is Snarfie, by the way! grin


Commented by On 01/21/2008

Hello John, I want you to know that I will be prayiing for you here on the other side of the world. It's always great to be reminded that God isn't finished with us yet. We just have to be patiant.


Commented by On 03/11/2008

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